Dating two women at the same time double your dating bars
think about what you deserve and the kind of person you want to be with. I know the thought of not being with him seems crazy, and that is why you are trying to rationalize what he did. like totally in love thought we would be together and be married.
trust me that in the end if you choose to move on and respect yourself you'll be so so so soo much happier. At the time the idea of not being with him one day seemed impossible like I would die.
We had to much attraction to each other to be around eachother, but not be physical.
He did lie, mislead me, and disrespect me by sleeping with someone else as well.
She was giving him money as well, and taking him shopping and stuff.
you're right, he wasn't wrong for trying to move on from you..It disgusts me what he did, so I must have a problem if I still love him.That's why I'm writing on here, bc I can't tell if I'm just a fool.I think that's why we couldn't let go completely, and for the first 6 months we were broken up he did not mislead me regarding our relationship at all.He said he would not be back in a relationship with me until he was ready, but when he started coming back to me in March, I could feel something else was there and broke things off weekly, which then sent him bk over to her again and again. I know to someone outside of it, I seem pretty naive and pathetic, and maybe yes this may be co-dependent or there may have been emotional abuse, but I can't say I didn't do the same to him is all. I try to picture all the nights we were upset with each other and I was crying over him and he had someone else with him without my knowledge of it.